Dad Gum It!

[auntbijou]

You know, I'm getting really tired of these random fevers.  This has been a lost summer for my little family in a lot of ways.  We haven't taken any trips, or gone to the beach (oh, how we all love the beach!   You oughta see the sandcastles we come up with!), or any of the things we normally do, because of the random fevers.  It's funny, I finally get my kids over the once a month strep throat attacks, and then I'M the one getting sick!

Guess I'll be calling the doctor again, and contributing more blood samples to be studied intently, and taking antibiotics AGAIN... it's getting really frustrating.  Auntie's been rather quiet about this, I know, but... you know, I'm not big on whinging.  Right now, however, I want to have a good howl into a pillow (which I won't because then my fever will go UP) and whine and complain and stomp my little feet and just get it out of my system.  I can only be a good soldier for so long.  And I can't stand it that the Husbandly One is having to handle this all on his own.  He's so worried and stressed, and... well... I wish I could snap my fingers and make it all better.

I just don't want to get pneumonia again.  That totally sucked, and I don't wanna go there again. 

I'll get over this.  I know I will.  I know it'll just take time.  But... I don't have to like it.  Oh well, time to pop some more Advil and wait for it to take effect.